I am daily being convicted. Of everything. One day I feel so unworthy, and the next day I feel like I don't pray enough, and the next day I feel like God's putting to much on me. Everything seems so bipolar lately. And I'm lost. To be blunt, the idea of running away to the beach, getting drunk, and just laying there sounds pretty darn appealing. Now, by all means, I won't do that, but it sure seems like a lovely idea. This life is tearing me apart. In fact, I've been saying bad words lately, which I never ever do. I've just been an angry person lately. I don't know why. I do know that I am weighed down by an invisible burden. These convictions are continuous and continuously getting harder. I just pray for strength. Because really all I have to do.
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