All year I have been an absolutely horrible flagline member. It's not that I'm just bad at it, it's that I no longer cared. And I can say that, all year, I did not try my hardest, or even close to it, at any practice we had. That changed tonight. Tonight, I took complete charge of my little group. I was a leader and I sweated my butt off! I felt good. I've been pretty lazy lately. My body has missed doing things like karate or ballet. Of course, it is nothing like before. But still, I feel inspired. I feel like I can actually do stuff again. I am still ashamed of who I've become lately, but I've learned that I will change. Something inside of me is different from everyone else, there is a champion, a fighter, and just raw talent embedded in my very DNA. I have faith that the person I am now will lift up the person I am in the future.
I might not get everything right, and I might be to scared to try.
But when I don't get something right, and I feel like complete crap, I think that's God saying "Get off your lazy ass and be who I made you to be, do what I know you can do."
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