I looked at myself today:
I've been saying bad words.
I've been being rude.
I've prayed less.
I'm always whining.
I now HATE my body.
I'm not as happy.
I must confess, I am so ashamed of what I have become. It was spirit night tonight, and I sat there all alone. And for the first time, I can say I truly was alone. God hasn't been so close of a friend lately. My life is a reflection of that fact in every possible way. I feel like a bad influence, I don't think people should be my friend. I really don't need people to be my friend. Im not worried about nobody liking me. Its just, I'm sitting her, for first time, fretting the fact that maybe, just maybe, I can't honestly say I like myself anymore.
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