So today is Christmas. Yeah, I woke up early. And Yeah, I got presents. But no, this doesn't feel like Christmas. I am just not in the mood. That is not saying much though, because I'm never in the mood anymore. But I have realized something today. I have been talking to a boy lately, but I don't really care for him. That special something, that connection, is just not there. So I want to tell him sorry. Sorry for wasting his time. And to the other boy, the one who doesn't even know, I just want to say, I will always consider you the one that got away. And that is it, that is all I really have to say to everybody.
Today I got a lot of presents that have to do with Spain. And I realize, I am leaving. I will never see these high school people again. I will be gone. There is so much I want to say to them. And the reason I feel so disappointed is that I know that I will never say it all, maybe I won't say any of it.
In another note, I am so determined to get at least one more second back in that gym before I leave.
In another another note, the year is almost over, and all of these posts are embarrassing, they are pretty much the story of me falling apart. I haven't posted the link to this in months, I hope that no one ever find this...
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