Lets Just Talk All Through The Night.

I want this post to be physical. Everything about this will be about physical pleasure, and physical abstinence. Now, I have the non-guilty pleasure of having my radio always on christian radio stations. When I drive, when I'm just sitting in my room, no matter what, that's what I'm listening to. Sense I listen to it so ofter, my parents obviously know. They make sure I know the notice too. Every time I do the tiniest thing wrong, I get a "talk" about how I can't be a real Christian listening to this music all the time then be so mean. This hurts me so much, I listen to my parents yell at me about being a fake, horrible, heartless christian all the time, that honestly, I completely believe it. I am a horrible christian. I deserve to go to Hell. But don't we all? If you all get to heaven one day and don't see me, don't be surprised. It's just like my parents predicted, I am a horrid person. I know its true, but its hard to take. I am completely abstinent. I have never gotten drunk. I do not party. In my whole life, I have never done drugs. Am I really that bad of a person? But that's not the question God asks us. God asks us, are you really that good of a person. People tend to preach don't do this and don't do that. What I want to hear, is the sound of people proclaiming GO OUT AND DO GOD'S GOOD WILL.


Here, I have a song. Boyce Avenue changed some of Katy Perry's lyrics. So this, right here, is the REAL teenage dream.