The thing about the past is that the memories are so amazing that we try to relive them everyday. When we hang on to it, we lose how amazing it really was. Sometimes you just have to let go and leave it as a memory; part of your past, not your future.
I Think that's what happened to me. I had this amazing weekend! The thing was, it was so wonderful that if I could, I'd love to have made those days stretch on for decades. After all, that's where I met Oregon. Oregon was so cute, and had an even cuter personality. After hanging out with him, we were texting each other a lot. To be honest, I never really wanted to date him. He was more of just a fun person to flirt with innocently. When I found out that we were never going to happen, I hardly felt hurt at all. Thats when I realized what had been happening all along. I was trying to spread out something that wasn't meant to be spread out. God gave me a few days of happiness and I stood there at his alter, when I should have been bare before him shouting praise, asking him for more and more. I wanted him to grant me that happiness everyday, and the greed was overwhelming.
I would like to devout this post to me saying thank you to God. I had a most magical time, and now I am finally ready to let go.
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